I didn't know you but I wish I could have.. You jumped off the Narrows Bridge today. You climbed all the way up to the tippy top and with one leap, one small step forward sealed your fate. I don't know your name and I don't know your story. I don't even know what high … Continue reading I didn’t know you but I wish I could have..
Another year has come and gone and here we are. 2019. Let me just take a moment to reflect on how 2018 went for me: In the beginning of the year my ex and I of 5 years had officially told everyone we were not together, despite actually been separated for a couple months prior. … Continue reading Goodbye 2018, Hello 2019.
Hi Depression, it's me again, Sam.. except I guess you already knew that because you are in my head and we talk all the time. You know how our talks go.. you tell me I am worthless and more often than not I agree, I try to tell you about my friends and family and … Continue reading Hi Depression..
My mind is like a terrible prison I can’t escape I have never been to prison But I don’t imagine anyone wants to be there I, do not want to be inside my mind My mind is my own prison And I feel trapped Suffocated The cement walls are closing in My thoughts are like … Continue reading Prison (Poem)
Your name Use to be just a random mix of letters in the alphabet Now your name Is the word I constantly spell over and over in my head And if your name Was in the dictionary The definition would simply be blank Because there isn’t enough space Or enough words To accurately describe how … Continue reading Your Name (A Poem By Me)
That’s the hard thing about depression, it’s so easy. It’s easier to have negative thoughts than trying to see the positive in things. It’s easier to cry than it is to smile. It’s easier to give up rather than to keep fighting. I’ve seen how easy it is to let depression win. I have let … Continue reading I Don’t Want Easy, I Want A Fight.
The voice in your head, it's back. But this time it's unfamiliar. This time it isn't just a voice inside your head But also a feeling inside your heart. It's crazy, just the other day, the world was falling apart, everything was crashing down. You truly believed this was the end. But this new voice. … Continue reading Hi, My Name Is Hope.
You looked me in the eyes and asked me how I was With trembling eyes and quivering lips The words “I’m fine” slipped out How could you not see That everything inside was hurting me How could you not know That this isn’t how I wanted my life to go A half-assed smirk was the … Continue reading With Pain, Comes Poetry
It's the worse thing To be sad for no apparent reason, to cry alone where no one can hear you, but two seconds ago everything was fine, to have your mind polluted with dark thoughts. It's the worse thing When you want someone to talk to, when you want to tell someone what's wrong, but … Continue reading Hi, My Name Is Depression..
I am not the same girl I was a year ago I am not the same girl I was 5 years ago I am not the same girl I was 10 years ago I am not even the same girl I was a month ago I will not play the "my life has been worse … Continue reading I’m not the same girl..